empty tank11/03/2009 08:02:00 PM
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
I think you can love someone so much. That you gave everything, your best. You exhausted every possible strength and ideas in a bid to at least impressed or just simply... Make her day.
You've tried your all to save something special while it was crumbling down. Only to find out later that she didn't put in any effort at all. That all you've done was all to no avail. And now not only you feel empty, you don't even feel anything to begin with. Numbing of the heart. You've been feeling so cold that even the artic ice feels like summer.
I think that after all these trials and efforts out in. After giving my all. I'm afraid, what if there's nothing left to give? To offer? What if it's all empty?
I want to love again, and BE loved while at it. Not something random. But I think after this long hiatus. I should be fine. Hmmm.. Let's see what's in store for me.
