Chronicles Of Life

9/26/2009 12:47:00 PM

Saturday, September 26, 2009

... and so after my 1st week in Selarang Camp. im actually starting to like it. the new friends are really fun to hang out with. and i dont always say this, but we sort of talk in the same frequency. well not all of them though. but i really can communicate with most of them.

thank god i didnt have to stay in bedok. else i'll be suffering like mad. so good bye khaki beret and guards tab.

on a personal note, sometimes, just sometimes. it really feels lonely over here. dream hold on, come as you far.

9/18/2009 06:35:00 PM

Friday, September 18, 2009

to begin with..

i used to hate camp. all the training, all the regimentals stuffs and all that jazz. From field camps to ippts.hmm.. 2 months felt so fast. ramadhan felt even faster. POP ended in a jiffy.

I got what i wanted, a vocation that has nothing to do with guns.But, theres this gutted feeling. Like as if ive lost a girlfriend. emptiness.
i was really starting to get used to camp life. and of course the friends. the teasing the jokes and whatnots. it was all falling into place. i no longer had issues with the training. to me it was like, ah normal ah.it was beginning to feel like.. fun. sharing of our foods in the bunk. secretly smoking at night. the ghost stories, of course we all had our differences. but it somehow subsides. and we all are good again.

hmm. i guess i'll just have to see whats in store for me in my new posting.
Manpower S1 Branch Transport Training Center. Hopefully i'll get clerk or whatever that starts at 8ama nd end at 5pm no stay ins.

ive said this, and im going to say this agai;

"I. am private khairul, born and raised in 3Guards, Charlie Company, Platoon 9. Its been a hell of a ride. Some may leave, Some may stay. But our friendship stays. Our memories stays, our PRIDE stays."

and to end this entry, i will sum it up with pride.

I, am a Guardsman Warrior.
Resolute in Loyalty, Steadfast in Commitment.
We fight for our Country, our Home, and our Family.

Land warriors from Air and Sea.
Unfailing in Toughness, Valiant in our Action.
We destroy all foes who challenge our Mission.

We, are Elite Warriors.
With Daring Initiatives.
We rule the Day, We rule the Night.
Always Ready!
READY TO STRIKE!

well, was a guardsman warrior.
I love 3 Guards.

roger and out.

9/10/2009 05:20:00 PM

Thursday, September 10, 2009

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you and all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me, someone like me
Someone like me, somebody

I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now

Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see...

9/08/2009 12:46:00 PM

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

... that you are only as free as you imagine yourself to be.

There is nothing ''out there'' that's holding you down, - you are limiting yourself only with your own imagination. And your greatest limits are not even the ''cannot'' and the ''should not'', but the places where your imagination hasn't yet gone at all. There has never been a better time for you to open your eyes, let the imagination soar and see what more is possible.

a very interesting phrase. and as far as im concern being a capricon, i imagine a great deal. its my gift, its my curse.

9/08/2009 12:46:00 PM

9/07/2009 11:40:00 PM

Monday, September 7, 2009

what if you cheated death, would you die again?

9/07/2009 08:10:00 PM

what is this numbness that has embodied itself in my heart. am i too cold to feel? or is it even there anymore? ...hmm.

9/07/2009 02:57:00 PM

im feeling lusty. i shouldnt. its fasting month.
and i need to get a new cap and pay off my hp bills and shop.
payday please come soon. 2 more days!.

9/06/2009 11:23:00 PM

Sunday, September 6, 2009

With the headlights pointed at the dawn
We were sure we'd never see an end to it all...

9/06/2009 03:03:00 AM

hello im back. cause i think wordpress is kinda boring the shit out of me.

anyways, BMT phase is over! now im officially a private. no longer a recruit. thank god. in the army, when youre a recruit, youre lower than shit. a nobody.

its been an interesting journey. ups and downs. health problems. tough trainings. i swear i could take all the physical challenges. but when it comes to mental, im pretty weak. route marches are one of them. did my 24km route march last night before POP. and god, half the time, i was fighting my mind, cause i was about to give up so many times. with that Full Battle Order as my heavy load, its no joke. but im proud of myself. ive still yet to know where i'll be posted to though. cause apparently they say it will be announced next friday. who will stay as guardsman, and who will be posted out. im not going to say anything now, wherever i'll go, i'll do my best. unless if i really dont like it, then i'll chao keng as much as possible.

anyways, army has changed me alot. alot comparing to a short amount of time. i appreciate my family more than ever, especially my mum. those fast food restaurants tastes so good. and my mum's cooking, nothing can beat that.

its really been awhile since i last blogged. i lack that hour where i'd feel talkative and energetic. oh wells, i need to catch up on my sleep.
havent had any decent rest since 1st day of Camp.

i want to see you again.