9/06/2009 03:03:00 AM
Sunday, September 6, 2009
hello im back. cause i think wordpress is kinda boring the shit out of me.
anyways, BMT phase is over! now im officially a private. no longer a recruit. thank god. in the army, when youre a recruit, youre lower than shit. a nobody.
its been an interesting journey. ups and downs. health problems. tough trainings. i swear i could take all the physical challenges. but when it comes to mental, im pretty weak. route marches are one of them. did my 24km route march last night before POP. and god, half the time, i was fighting my mind, cause i was about to give up so many times. with that Full Battle Order as my heavy load, its no joke. but im proud of myself. ive still yet to know where i'll be posted to though. cause apparently they say it will be announced next friday. who will stay as guardsman, and who will be posted out. im not going to say anything now, wherever i'll go, i'll do my best. unless if i really dont like it, then i'll chao keng as much as possible.
anyways, army has changed me alot. alot comparing to a short amount of time. i appreciate my family more than ever, especially my mum. those fast food restaurants tastes so good. and my mum's cooking, nothing can beat that.
its really been awhile since i last blogged. i lack that hour where i'd feel talkative and energetic. oh wells, i need to catch up on my sleep.
havent had any decent rest since 1st day of Camp.
i want to see you again.
