8/25/2008 01:43:00 AM
Monday, August 25, 2008
:) im feeling happy. and contented. and also i feel ive covered so many things during the past few days.
ive been thinking alot. how stupid ive been. MISTAKES ive made. i guess, ive learnt alot too. saturday, i studied and covered a couple chapters on event management. its been long overdued for me to start studying, but well, better late than never. i want to aim for a 3Gpa this time round. then i can pull back my overall gpa up again. i just need a 2.75gpa to join BCA(Building and Construction Authority) or agency i forgot. Afterwhich i can take up construction engineering. since singapore is an ever-constructing city. i envisage a huge opportunity with huge rewards at the end of the tunnel. and im working my way there. for real this time.
i will put my money where my mouth is :)
NS, as usual, National Slavery. waste my 2 years in a bid to turn myself into a "man". Right. -.-. anyways, big things, big things awaits. its just how bad i want it. SURELY i will get there. i know i can. you know i can. keep reading okay? you'll see. hahaha. why? do you feel that its you im talking about? a malay proverb i remembered "Siapa makan chili, Dia lah terasa pedas." :) go on tell people how bad i am, how ugly i am, how stupid i am. i shall not retaliate anymore, 1stly, i cant be bothered, 2ndly, whatever you say is just a reflection of yourself. and pray alot that your children wont get the drift. if you get my drift. bring it on. i'll suck it all in. and then i'll smile it all off.
ive painted my room. green,champagne brown and grey. its getting cosier and looks more and more like MY ROOM. just need to hang up some picture frames, my bass and some other decorations to finish it off with perfection. a project long overdued too. but i finished it. :D happyyyyyyyyy. gotta go ikea soon! yay. and amalina has already agreed to go with me since i got lost and she loves ikea. it'd be a great DATE. hahaha. yes DATE. :P:P:P.
i think im tripping. no,
i think im falling.
falling again, but its a different kind of feeling.
you might,
you might just be the one who sweeps me off my feet.
and treat.
treat me the way i deserve,
i might be just.....
falling in love. :D
