7/28/2008 08:06:00 PM
Monday, July 28, 2008
my confidence right now is on cloud nine. no dont mistake it for arrogance. seriously, i have a different level for that. but tahts not the point.
things are seemingly falling into place. and im standing up. all by myself.
its okay, i dont need a girlfriend or whatever to help me. its time i be independent. but i am independent. i couldve been. but its just that i dont like it.
but yea anyways, had my photoshoot just now. haha. so awkward and funny. because it was outdoors and ALOT of people were there. so malu. it was at wild wild wet and nebo cafe beside the cathay. and i was told there will be one more in the studio somewhere in town area. damn, i still no nuts about directions in town.
my TEEPEE is next week! tuesday! im not putting any hopes on it though. if pass then great, alhamdullilah. if not, if okay, try again. no pressure. my friends over at nebo, are taking over the cafe at ehub. there already sent in a proposal and in the midst of the operation thingy whatever im not sure. and i think i'll work there, the pay is quite good. and yea. slack job good apy = dream job.
happy happy happy.
but no matter what, how, who, when.. i'll always treasure you in my heart, i dont care what you have to say. but yea. if youre reading this, i just want you to know, i am sorry, but its entirely up to you to accept. i dont expect you to suddenly forget things or talk to me again. just know what, you'll always be in my heart, and yea, i do miss you everytime. everytime. really. :):). be happy and stay away from danger okay. imy N.A.A
