7/09/2008 04:45:00 PM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
i held on so tight. so afraid to let go. and it broke free. i got hurt. and i retaliated. something ive told myself over and over again. shouldnt have ended that way. my guess that it wasnt all my fault though.
im not sad, not jealous,
not disappointed, no regrets.
i miss everything about you.
but i dont want you back. i dont even want to see you again.
i just miss that warm hug. the look on your face, and the smile you gave when i suprised you. i can even still remember vividly like the back of my hands. you werent the best, honestly. you had alot of flaws. but i didnt care putting myself against all of it. because i loved you. everytime, when you hugged, and that you kissed all the pain away. you were the comfort i held and regarded so high. you were apart of me. i never got the chance to ask you, why the second time....
i hate you.
although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you. always.
